Are you tired of attempting to damage control your life, while also emitting toxic fumes of resentment? And aren’t you also tired of bypassing your boundaries, dismissing personal warning signals of internalized blame and burnout? Maybe you’ve grown robotic to paving over unresolved problems with quick fixes and dissociated thinking/feeling. Perhaps you’re just suffering from scoliosis of the heart and the entropy of existence has you stewing in your shit.
I know… I definitely just said that. Just stay with me…
Wouldn’t it just be better if we looked at that nasty and pulled the muck out from the root?
I think… We need to lose our minds. Perhaps if we lost our minds, we might find our soul.
And so, in my promise to be more effective with my life – I would like to take the next few posts to discuss accessing the spiritual order under mental dis-order.
We have been mishandled. We have been abused, assaulted with lies and manipulation; gaslit into insensibleness while being exploited for our energy, our business, our attention.
We have been mesmerized into spinning our hamster wheels as quickly as we can with false promises that it will actually get us somewhere over some rainbow faster.
And you know what, maybe it does. It obviously does for some. However, for the great majority, the reality is this mindless activity is preventing us from being still and conscious enough to realize that we will never really get ahead of ourselves or the elite within this capitalistic matrix grind.
We may know this but the allure of social media and all its wonders make the pursuit of the promised land irresistible. Because we are still subscribed.
Subscribed to the choices made by others. For real, look at the Instagram remix/reels of others filters & audio (I'm guilty too). Look at how many people are for a brown Ariel and the massive dislikes of a brown Little Mermaid. Check out what streams through your youtube or news articles. All Biases. And lets not get started on POLITRICKS!
Everything has been decided for you under the guise of free will and choice.
What would happen though…
If we altered it.
Just a little.
This week… this month… try to change your perspective. Change it so that you see your life as having no choice. No choice about anything happening. Go through all of the motions and see what choices you actually DO have. See where you are able to pause, question and pivot. Gain some data and note what it’s like to stretch your mind and spirit in a whole new direction.
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